Thursday, September 1, 2011
I've heard the phrase a thousand and one times, "When God closes a door, He opens a window." Well, lately, it kind of feels like He closed the door, and I didn't get the hint. So, He's just shoving me out of the window. And, I'm sure there's a tree outside that I can grab onto, climb, and find an open window to crawl into somewhere. However, it's very uncomfortable to say the least. And, it truly is helping me grow, become stronger, draw closer to Him, and find my place in this World. But, I must admit that there is the temptation to resist, to hold my arms and legs against the frame and yell, "No! I'm not going! I'm going to stay exactly where I am." And, the more I fight to keep my life just how it is, the more the frame starts to give way, giving me nothing left to hold onto. Through it all, I've noticed that I have a group of friends and family standing outside yelling, "You can do it! It's okay! Just go for it!" I'm giving in and resisting the urge to resist. I'm not running away from my problems. I'm not throwing in the towel. I'm recognizing that the building is falling apart, and if I don't get out RIGHT NOW, it's going to crumble down on top of me.